Tuesday, May 31, 2005

ka-cang rocks.

period sux.

ha. crazy over ka-cang at campus nowadays. haha. rocks. aunty cheat our money again. overcharge us. but. nvm. we are all kind people.

baobbeii revealed to me how he is deciding to celebrate my bdae. how sweet. chalet. maybe larrs. anyway. exams are over by then. and the hols are in. hee! yippee! hopefully it can end earlier. then dun have to worry.

tp campus is so much more vibrant than in sentosa here. not that campus life does not rock here. i mean hordes of people will be willing to come here to study. its just that there are not enough of people here in this campus. and the food sucks here man. it is like so damm ex. my meal cost like 3.30 for cai fan. with one veg and supposedly 3 servings of meat - one chk and 2 slice of fish. man. the chicken was like hell salty larrs. trying to kill us man. and the lemon chk erms... how shall i put it. horrible! man. i miss cutlet. i miss vegetarian. man.

life's getting to be real busy alr. man. must grab whatever chance to rest. that leaves only the nights after work. sleep for less than 8 hrs a day. man. i have to get thru this!

baobbeii promises a movie sooon. we haven been movie-ing for like 2 weeks? ha. then neo-ing. heeeeee. yeah. cant wait.

i regret not looking into ur eyes earlierr.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

dammit.

its like i wanted to go swimming today. and like just at the moment i was about to leave. the skies darkened almost immediately and wham! no more swimming. dammit man. i am pissed. and sulky. urgh.
and i have to go look for my court shoes later. man. walking in the rain. not something i fancy. ew. sticky leggs. yucks.

zai ni li kai zhi hou de tian kong

after friday's session in school, i was so bumped out. man. considering that i only slept like 3 hours that morning man. able to survive was good enough. was rocking mad the entire morn. had to wake up at 5 to prata with pam. ha. yep. ko-sing and eggg. Mmm. yummy. too bad it was not hot enough. hee. but we still had our prata. heee. went to school only to be told it all starts at 9. man. wasted one hour of precious sleeping time for me. urh!! but ballooning initially was fun. still scared of those long balloons. but wtheck. i manage to make a hat and a poodle out of it. heee! schooling whole day.. so din get to hear baobbeii's voice the entire day. was only tooo glad to be able to receive his call after school ended. heeeee.

man. i have to spend hell much again. 115 for uniform. 100 to pay mum. need to borrown 50 to buy court shoes later. another few blouses for formalwear. dunnoo how to ask man. then 120+ for my dunks. 100 for my transport. man. 400+ gone. plus texts... man. about 500. shit. no more money again. damm. shirts? ouman! ouch.

formal wear tml. sian boh. ironing again. ahya.tonight shorter sleep aagin. got to iron. pack bag. urgh.

rain rain go away.......

Thursday, May 26, 2005

had a longer sleep today morning. and the weather's nice to me. cool and comfy. lecture din start till 1. so... hee. but i had a terrible stomachache. and i had to go back to tp to ultrasupply the accounting notes. but nice sleeepping today.

missed my first lecture. ha. so much for being a guai kia. ha!

craving for my prata. and cai bao. hee.

schooling whole day again tml. sian mans. after that to baobbeii's place to sleep man. sleep. so much i crave for..

ni jiu shi wo de shou hu xing le.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

currently in TAS doing nothing. waiting for time to pass till 1pm for my next lecture. man. boring. marketting lecture totally sapped me of my energy. was just focusing on my doodlingg. ha. managed a few starrs , a giraffe, turtle, mouse. ha. a few faces i guess. ha.

i am really getting gitty over the uniform issue. man. someone save me.

i am feeling like so hungry today. just kept eating. and my tummy's bloated. yucks. ate a sandwich. plus a bar of choc. at home. came to meet pam and nette. bought the papadum that's like so ex. man. then went to school. had tut. came down for break. had a veg bao. ate another packet of maltese dark choc in class. having prata frenzy later. still going to have another bar of choc later. and ice cream at work later. man! i am feeling so fatt. shit.

diet! diet!

ming ming hen ai ni.

xian zai hao xiang ni.


today was the first lesson i had to be held at the sunny island.. hee. was kind of excited. and i was early. man. even before the lecturer was there. wow! see i told u. i could be good. heee. anyway the lecture... accounting. man. b o r i n g. goodness. i was practically dozing off. and pam dozed off. goodness. and there was this eew-y butterfly fluttering outside the room the whole time. probably trying to get some of our air-con. yucks. buuterflies.

it defiantely does not feel like we're studying at sentosa. in fact it kind of feels like a holiday. but this may just be the initial part. ha. was walking outside during break. and it felt like we were strolling outside our resort houses. man. can u imagine that. we were alr so lethagic from the still-far-from-ending lecture and we still felt that way. man. anyway... the lecture ended off fast enough beofre i could seriously fall asleep. all that numbers and balance sheet is driving me nuts. anyway i completed like 3/4 of the tut liaos! see i am good. i repeat that again. heeee.

shit. i realised i haven gotten my uniforms. damm. die. hope i will not get like a year full from joseph. pls be nice to me. i din have enough money.. die. die. die. damm scared now los.s. save me..

work was . asked me to do so many stuuff. urgh. damm tired. but no choice. sians. if it were like this everyday.. i will just topple sooon. save me.

man. i am still jitterring from the uniform thingy. damm. how could i foret such a thing. shit.

wo cong bu ting zhi xiang zhe ni.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

went searching for more songs for my mp3. and i manage to dl jolin's new album. rocks man! so nicey. her voice has definately improved by lots. goodness.

whole body aching. man. from this morn till now. and after scooping that 30 odd scoops of ice cream for freezing just now did not help at all. man. my wrist was practically aching like mad. at least it aint that bad now. now the major parts are just my ass and waist. i think something is seriously wrong. maybe i sleep walk. thats scary!! or else why will my butt hurt for no apparent reason.

school's starting like in half a day's time. ha! luckily my only lecture later is like 1-3. so i can sleep in slightly later. hee! thankfully. kind of excited for school. officially open for studies tml. wonder what else can that campus offer me for my study period there! i am excited. what should i wear. what to bring. anyway... the lecture's gonna end real early. like 3pm or maybe even earlier. what shall i then do for 3 hours b4 work. urgh. man. no where to sleep also. man. what shall i do.

so jac has finally officially tendered her apprved resignation. finally! she's gone! wooohooo! another new staff coming tml! excited. wonder how she is like. hopefully she is nice. i am nice. i dun bite. i tease. ha! had a fun day teasing that hafiz. ha! he's a funny fella! real fun to hang out with! ha. he's real cute. haha! oh. the new commis is here alr. ha. he's got big ears! he looks blur. but nv judge a person by his looks. ha! we shall just seee.

i wanna go back to taste cutlet. i miss uncle. cheeeryl meet up with me in sch soon to makan kays!! i wan see uncle. i wan go mad in school together with u once more! heeee. i miss u! too bad we cant meet tml.! haish. i promise i will go back by this week to look for u kays. make sure u make time for me! heeeee.
school's starting!! yippeeeee....

baobbeii bought me another like 4 sets of choc other than that box of merci yest. he just rocks man. really made my day. love love. heeee. man. wo xian zai you power sang xue lors.... heee.

hao xiang hao xiang ni


hao xiang ni - jolin

wo xi huan ni , jin wo wo de shou
yi gu an quan de nuan liu
shen tou dao xiong kou

wo xi huan ni , jiao wo de yu qi
li zhi qi zhuang de cu lu
que you si mi de qin li

*hao xiang ni
bu ting zhi
hao xiang ni
wo ai ni
xie zai shou xin
ni xiao rong
ni chu peng
hai shi rang wo xin dong
hao xiang ni
bu ting zhi
hao xiang ni
wo ai ni
gei wo yong qi
na bao rong
na ji dong
dou shi wo zhen chang de nei rong
bei ai de guang rong

wo xi huan ni wen wo de shi hou
kan ni zhuan zhu de di tou
xiang yong yuan bu gou
wo xi huan ni jiao wo de ming zhi
yi fu ruo wu qi shi de
you xiang gong kai de mi mi

hao ji chi wo pa hui lai bu ji
hai mei bao gou ni
bu guan wo shi ni ji fen zhi ji
wo zhi yao ai ni

Monday, May 23, 2005

just a minute into the moment where we part
as i look from above
to see your shadow becoming smaller
i start to miss u all over again.
u always end the day so sweetly
with your cheeky pecks and ensuring huggs
telling me everything will be fine.
when the hour hand moves one number down
your call.
we chat, pushing, spurring each other on.
we officially then end our days.
with u in my mind
and me in yours.
we meet again
in dreamland.
walking in the green plains
flying through the starlit skies.

we never seem to leave each other.
and now... i cant see myself not thinking about u for almost everything.
misssssin ya.
mmua-*//


haish. today will be the last timne i can wake up at 11+. man. hopefully waking up early will not be a problem. man. help me.

my right eye is painful. at that corner. man. it cant swell man. pls...... i hope its just a slight inflammation. man.

whole body's aching. no idea why.decided against swimming today. again. have pushed it back for * knows how long. man. today's weather is so perfect for it. but. my body's aching. eye unwell. swimtop still washing. and its a public hol. bet there will be loads of people crammed in that small pool. urgh. i dun likee. i have completely no idea what to do today man. no plans.

for once in a very long time my phone bill is like 20 odd. less than 30 i think. wooooh! i want a new phone. but i have barely enough money for it. need to get so many things. and i still have to save ofr the kl trip in sept. man. dun think i will be able to save enough.

dad's wife cooked curry today... yum yum! there goes my diet plan. man. nvm. just for today. before i start the war again. eat some to nourish my broken body. heeee.

wo gei ni zhui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai


cant believe i spent the upper half of the day at home packing up my room. and i did it. feels so spacious now. heee. love it. have to keep up the situation. or else.... ha. but it definately feels good. love my room now. ha. i feel like painting my room dark blue. removing the bulky book shelf which i rarely use, adding more glow stars all around. on the walls. on the ceiling. changing my bedsheet to cartoon style. adding a pair of bedroom slippers. ha. a radio. man! rocks man.slowly. my room will transform. wooHooo.

school's just another day away. officially tml actually. ha. feeling abit of apprehensive though. excited. tired. dunnno what to expect. hopefully everything will move on smoothly. man. stars pls look over me.

started having mood swings in the midst of working just now. man. think my aunty's paying me a visit real soon. damm. at this timing. when school starts. urgh! i hope it just comes and goes.

newurbanmale has not contacted me yet. and i am pissed. i really need the slippers. man. i think i should be going down tml to check it out myself. think maybe if seriously the stock is not in, i will just get another pair man. urgh. soooo long alr. 3 weeks.

need to go clear out my locker at tp. ha. its expiring. and i still have stuff in there. ha. my books and i think a skirt. ha. lazy me. going back next week bah. then sun bian look for cutlet uncle. heee. i miss him.. cutlet 1... fish and chipp 1......

tata.. going off to catch whatever's on tc. expecting good shows cause today and tml are public holss.


u make me wanna go on further.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

spent the enite day at work. after 2 days of not working, it definately feels great to be back with the team. lots of changes i see. loads. and i am kind of lost. but still it rocks. but it is definately tiring. man. my legs and waist is aching like nobody's business. man. i hope it goes away soon. everyone's starting to open up to glenn. she is nice. now that we see the more natural side of her. i must say she is quite an effective leader. but the changes may not be what we like. retrenching the part-timers is kind of harsh. i mean. i will definately be threathened by that. in a matter of time. and the fact that school's starting next week is not helping at all. actually quite a fun day to work. we manage to hit 5k. thats good. considering for our outlet. man. go Funan Swen. hee. changes to our man power again next week. kwok how's leaving next month for bugis to assume his new post of A.M. another unwanted commis cook is coming over here.ah keong leaving for an italian restaurant. man. changes again. hope this can enhance our lives there. it is scary to think sometimes that unknowingly u actually feel the same way as people around u like at work. the way siti and i feel. chiu yee. man. its scary. but its good knowing that we share the same thoughts. i cant believe that nurul actually believed my fib that i was born in japan. ha! my goodness. i am such a good actress. ha!

anyway someone's going to get transferred to suntec really soonn! yeah! good riddance! the faster the better man!

baobbeii sent me home. like he always does. sweet. heee. talked about work. nonstop. from the moment we met at the traffic lights. all the way till the moment when i step out of the lift to my house. its f unny we seem to nv have nothing to talk about. and the way he always makes me laugh. ha. it is close to 2 months sooon. so fastt. man.

saw the moth again. yucks. u all know me. i nv liked insects. esp butterflies. moreover it is the chinese belief that within a week's time of a person's death, he or she will transform into an insect, commonly a moth to visit their family. man. my neighbour on the level below me has just passed away. the funeral only ended like 2 or 3 days back. that moth has appeared to me so many times. i am actually seriously developing a phobia of it alr. sends the shivers. man. scary.

gotto pack up my room starting tml. dun wan to be locked out again. goodness. scary.

meetin baobbeii at wan li chang cheng soonn. we gonnna fly the sky and walk the sunset. equaling to sleeppp. ha. leaving soon. dun wanna keep him waiting tooo longg. heee. nites pple!

tell me what u see in this eyes of mine.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

spent almost the entire day at his place. or. in his room. man. tv. vcd. sleep. tv. nothing more. ha. guess my neck's abit tired by now. i treasure all this time alot. alot. time spent together. just me and him. relaxing.seen in our most natural selves. what more can we ask for.

school has not started intensively. and i already realise that i am going to so miss him alr. i do by now. man.

still having work tml. working afternoon. guess its goona be the start of a battle. i better be well-rested.

look into my eyes.

Friday, May 20, 2005

feeling overwhelmed today. maybe its the weather. maybe the time of the month. maybe just me. or maybe that horrible nightmare. why did it even appear to me. goodness. the nightmare's are starting to get more frequent. from her to them to him. man. i think i need sleeping pills.

i miss cutlett uncle-.

i am alr missing tp. the fine campus. within such proximity from my house. now i have to travel everyday to the other side of the island. or rather to the other island. oh man. i am complaining.

i need my pay to rise. i need higher pay. bottomline. i need more money. shish.

cant believe it is alr the 2nd year of my study in tp. man. i am no longer a freshie. Junior. ha. still it sounds small. heeee. i had better cherish these years of study. though texing, but it still rocks. studying rocks. scribbling notes. studying in the middle of the night. finishing that difficult assignment. making sure u get up early to make it to school. all the mad rah-rah with my school mates, course mates. goodness. it sure rocks.

went window-browsing yest. realised a couple of barangs i wanna get. nike footwear. labtop. hollister shorts- more of it. eeyore plushie. still more to come. i guess being broke sucks. hee.


ni shuo guo: "wo hui..-
zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi pang shou hu ni"//*-


you stepped out when the skies are dark
stretching out a warm hand
towards me.
you listened to me
when no one else would.
you held me tight
when everyone pushed me away.
you believed in me
when i lost hope.

stepping into your world is a move
i will never regret.
no amount of gratitude will express how i feel.
all i want to do now
is
love you and think about u all day long.

wo ai ni, baobbeii* =)


a new school term has started. this is week 0. a new school year in a whole new campus. in the most exciting island of sentosa. it definately is going to rock man. the people on the island are all so friendly. i just feel like going up to them for a hugg. a whole new life for me with baobbeii. life has never been better.

the last blogg was mouldy. ha. i din have time to go online. caught up with work and my own health problems. woohoo. but heck school term is starting on my other fav island. so. heck.

timetable's out. and almost everyday is filled. from early morning to late afternoon. wonder if i am going to practice skipping lecs again. ha! so sadd. means less time with baobbeii alr. man. need to work my time out. for school, baobbeii, work,friends and myself. i see myself going crazy. hee.

damm excited to hear from cheryl that merdin is in the similiar course. ha! cool. if u see this or me.. say hi ok! heee. so exciting. this school term is definately going to be a heck of a year.

suett. jia you jia you jia you!!


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